What do you do

When your life feels like it's crashing down around you?

There's just something about Christmas that makes me feel alone. I don't know what it is.
I feel like I'm being replaced. Like I'm the old, tired out model being replaced with the newer, more interesting one. I'm no good at making friends, I never learned that skill. My only friends are each centered around each other; I lose one and I risk losing them all.
So, the question is; what is reality and what is my mind overworking a harmless situation? Where is the line between feeling invaded and being possessive? And when will I cross it, if I haven't already?

Sigh, I just want to curl up in a ball and go to bed.

On a lighter note, I'm finally adjusting to the weather. I really do love the cold, I just need a week or two to adjust.

Whatever
-Disco-